Day 62 of 2021-Maybe

 Good Morning! How are you feeling this morning? The weather is going to be really nice today so I am planning on going for my walk.

So how are things coming along? Life is hard and now more than ever due to the pandemic. How is your mood today? 

I was grouchy yesterday but managed to talk myself out of it throughout the day. It was not easy since there was a battle in my mind in regards to the decision I made on leaving my job. Maybe its right and maybe it won't be right.. either way I need to live with it and move on. 

My eating habits were totally out of order yesterday. I ate a lot more carbs and sugar. Its interesting how we can easily fall out of our patterns by just a little shift in the mood. Well, at least I do. Maybe I really need keep an eye on my moods. 

I have been using the word maybe a lot. Maybe I will be fine if I just eat some rice, maybe I will not eat dessert today. Maybe just refers to possibilities. I keep telling my kids to try something new and that maybe they will enjoy it.

Maybe makes me feel more open and less overwhelmed somehow. Depending on the context, it can also make you feel more overwhelmed. I try to use it more when I am exploring new things.. like maybe I will try a different route today for walking, or maybe I will talk to my managers about the new opportunity. It's not a 100% commitment but a chance that I might. 

When I am stressed, I use maybe a lot. It does not make me feel like I have to but maybe I might do it. I also use it for things that are not critical. For the things we all have to do, its has to get done. But there are so many maybe's in life. 

Maybe I should get to work and wrap this up. I will make a decision to watch my maybes. Is there a word you find yourself using more often these days? See if you make a note as to how many times you say it. 

Wishing you peace and happiness from my heart to yours!

Peace,

Monita